THIS FEW DAY...

This few day...i felt moody...unhappy...lonely...

9/5/2011

Today is my first day to methodist boy's school....

most student have friends go together...

some student have mother...father...sister go together....

Just me...go alone.....

i  go register myself...sit alone at the back...........

very funny is i  didn't bring Rm13 to buy personal fail....

everyone have personal fail...except me....

unhappy when first day on school....

today also my lao gong first day to going new job...

i cook soup for him when i waiting he at home....

but....he dosen't back at 9 o'clock....

i wait until gastric pain.....i tell myself can't angry him.....

but...i didn't do it as well.......

i really angry...and cry whole night...

he doesn't take care my feeling.............

but i know that he is tired for whole day working....

12/5/2011

quarrel again....

i call him take me back from english class at tonight...

but...he say he can't ...because he want to go sp for work...

i very angry...he never take care my feeling...

he doesn't know i alone take bus go back is dangerous....

i go to english class by myself....

go buy every thing i need to buy by myself....

walk to cambridge centre from pm by myself...

all way go alone...

after english class i wait alone at the centre.....very scare......

loneliness.............

after back home.....i feel very tired................

he tell me that he get a first business on today...he look so happy....

but...i am not congratulation to him...

because i still angry ..................

sorry for didn't congrat u...i feel so apology........

13/5/2011

i get a bad news today....

my brother is gone...

t.t...

i miss his too much...

although we are not sibling...

but he is my brother forever...........

very sad for recieve this news...........

t.t....

although we are not undergous many thing or meet long time.........

but...our relationship is very strong.......

abruptly to get this news.....sad...........

today also have english class...

i also go alone...

i am late today...because of  traffic jam....

i need anyone help...i need your help...

but i call u ...your phone is switch off...........

when i need u...u always not at here.....

i decided that i must do every thing myself...

do;t want dependence on you...............!!!