~busy~

26/5

got up lately.........

i didn't go school.....

then...i fetch my grandmother go TESCO bough something....

and i went to POPULAR bough some book...but there didn't sell stpm book...haiz....

after back home.....went to help my mother....^^

 bough the ANGRY BIRD t-shirt...LIKE IT～

my newalarm clock....CuTe....

27/5

today went to school early....

the good news was came...

i approved to transfer stream...

so happy...and lucky~~

HAHAHAHA!!!

then before rest time...

i went to my new class-SBS1....

so happy...can meet my friends at there....yeah~yeah~

but....after school...we had ROVERS meeting....

bad interview....i dislike it....

because of the girl...the union girl last time...hate!!

the went to english classes tonight....

before going...my lao gong fetch me to POPULAR to buy some test book.....

but...not found the mathematic-s book.....haiz...

~HOLIDAY IS START~

^ENJOY IT^

 28/5

suddently go out with my bao bei sister...

haha...we went to QB to do shopping....

haha....happy~~

go though the shop we want to in before...

so happy...so funny....so so so..................................

hahaha!!!

bough the book...and a school bag...happy~

but still not found the mathematics-s book...haiz~~

 my ekonomi book and the muet book....(20%less)haha....

need study hard ~

my school bag...

a big bag...love it....(RM80)

my lao gong payed for me one~~^^

29/5

went to shopping again....

went MEGA MALL butterworth....

with my family~grandmother...bao bei sister...nao nao mei..xiao mei...cute baby... and nee.....

went eating 1st...the cuties baby run here...run there...

we needed to follow his step...and  run her run there...haha...

then i go POPULAR again....

bough my mathematis-s book....haha...so happy...

penang book shop no more already.....

then we went MY WEDDINGask some shoting informaton....

then back penang PRANGIN MALL...

hahaha~~

after that went out eating with my family again.....

the car is FULL....

hantu uncle fetch my mother...my grandmother...my baobei sister...my nao nao mei...and my xiao mei....includde me....

hahaha~~

''HAPPY DAY''

 the cuties baby...my bao bei sister and my lovely grandmother....

 ME~shotting by my nao nao mei...at the toilet...haha!!

 my cuties baby...cutise face~

haha...the mathematic-s book....found it at MEGAMALL POPULAR.....

hard to found it....

~miss an opportunities~

Miss it.....haiz.....

i know that maybe i don't have other chance again.....

some disappointed.....

maybe this is destined.....

Another things-

i feel i'm not well.....

my lao gong told me that didn't think too much.....

but...i really fell not well...........haiz~

About my academic-

i'm not sure i can get to transfer stream or not....?

if i don't have to transfer stream...?

what can i do....?

i know i can't handle the science subject......

but...if can't approve.......

i want to continue studying or not....?

i want to study graphic disign...

but...how can i pay the fee.....??????

why can so many friends study at collage....

but i can't...???

~hope that government approve me to transfer stream~

I'm thinking about MY FUTURE

~All About BAD NEWS~

this few day...

some unhappy things happen....

1st thing-

is about my brother...

any way he was went to heaven...

i hope that he can reincornation to a happiness family....

and don't be the bad boy again......

2nd thing-

is about my cognate...

what mean is 'lend money don't want to pay back'.......

my sister just lend about RM2 only....

after 1 hour want to take back money....

i think u got something wrong....

if my sister have money that time....

why want to lend money form u...???

after come home...

she cry and say out every thing to her mother...?

what was i do wrong....??

everytime go out...

we got call her pay money or what ever or not...??

every time...she also didn't automatic to pay some fee...

some fee means by car part fee...eating fee......sometime movie fee.....

because sometime movie fee is the boy pay want....but...she never pay back also....

if u don't tell her to pay money...she just kckc and forget every thing...........

this time i really very angry....

just RM2 also want say like that...same like lend many money form her...but don't want pay back..........

after that...her mother go to tell my mother...??

what thing u what to means...?

if i do wrong...i will apology .....

but i no think so....

so....i never say sorry ....

3rd thing-

is about my studies....

i apply to transfer stream...

but most people say difficult to transfer from science stream to arts stream...

if i don't approve to transfer...

i think that i don't want to study form6 already...

i feel i can't handle science subject....

quite difficult....i don't think i can do it well...

haiz.......

Happy day~

15/5/2011

go sing K (redbox 1stavenue)with my family~

so happy...

eat a lot of food...while i not feel well...hahaha~

sing until 11pm ~~~~SONG.....

haha~

our picture=

~redbox washroom~

 my naonao mei cuties post....

 fly kiss~~

 blek~~

 i like it...

 

haha....play and take!!

17/5/2011

go out agian with my family......

first...we go saw the house we maybe want to rent....

but...the owner say the renter go out already...

meet appointment on this sunday....

hope we can rent it...because i feel not bad...(just look outside)

the fascinate is it has 4 room~~haha...

after that we went TESCO shopping............

then took photo for my school needed....

after that.....we went 1st avenue again....

went SASA bought mask~~haha...

went PARKSON bought xxx~~hahahaha....

then ate hotdog burger with my grandmum~~^^

our photo=

~fitting room~

 with my bao bei...naonao mei..and my lovely grandmum~~

 me~~no make up...no edit...just me~~blek....

 so stim my face.......haha~~

 

my handphone cover...haha~

Restart

my lover....i love you so so much..........

i will try my best to be a great gf.....

but not to be a prefect gf la......

nothing is prefect....^^

although we are quarrel yesterday...i feel that our love may strong than last time......

sorry for yesterday....

i'm not to say out  "break off"  this two word.........

i'm be with you about 9months......[so fast]

i want to tell u that.....i'm not intend to letting you alone...........

i love you~~

THIS FEW DAY...

This few day...i felt moody...unhappy...lonely...

9/5/2011

Today is my first day to methodist boy's school....

most student have friends go together...

some student have mother...father...sister go together....

Just me...go alone.....

i  go register myself...sit alone at the back...........

very funny is i  didn't bring Rm13 to buy personal fail....

everyone have personal fail...except me....

unhappy when first day on school....

today also my lao gong first day to going new job...

i cook soup for him when i waiting he at home....

but....he dosen't back at 9 o'clock....

i wait until gastric pain.....i tell myself can't angry him.....

but...i didn't do it as well.......

i really angry...and cry whole night...

he doesn't take care my feeling.............

but i know that he is tired for whole day working....

12/5/2011

quarrel again....

i call him take me back from english class at tonight...

but...he say he can't ...because he want to go sp for work...

i very angry...he never take care my feeling...

he doesn't know i alone take bus go back is dangerous....

i go to english class by myself....

go buy every thing i need to buy by myself....

walk to cambridge centre from pm by myself...

all way go alone...

after english class i wait alone at the centre.....very scare......

loneliness.............

after back home.....i feel very tired................

he tell me that he get a first business on today...he look so happy....

but...i am not congratulation to him...

because i still angry ..................

sorry for didn't congrat u...i feel so apology........

13/5/2011

i get a bad news today....

my brother is gone...

t.t...

i miss his too much...

although we are not sibling...

but he is my brother forever...........

very sad for recieve this news...........

t.t....

although we are not undergous many thing or meet long time.........

but...our relationship is very strong.......

abruptly to get this news.....sad...........

today also have english class...

i also go alone...

i am late today...because of  traffic jam....

i need anyone help...i need your help...

but i call u ...your phone is switch off...........

when i need u...u always not at here.....

i decided that i must do every thing myself...

do;t want dependence on you...............!!!