.........~忐忑~..........

昨天没工作。。。。休息。。。开心。。。
就去庆祝奶奶生日。。。++马桶餐++。。。好好吃哦。。。。
和宝宝都吃了好饱哦。。。赫赫。。。
经过戏院。。。想想。。。好久没去看电影了。。。。
怀孕的妇女。。。就不能去看电影吗。。。？
为什么我老公都没约我去看电影的。。。？T.T
以前和老公在一起时。。。。他时常带我去看电影的。。。
现在。。。好难哦。。。
都不知多久开始。。。他没卖好戏票。。。然后告诉我。。。
~宝贝。。。今晚我们一起去看电影吧！~
好怀念。。。为什么。。。？没了~
不要去想这个了。。。。
昨天。。。和妈咪他们一起去吃鱼头米粉。。。
我们等了。。。。要一个小时。。。
不过。。。还好。。。好好吃哦。。。。#O~ISHI NEH#
原本打算买给老公吃的。。。但是呀。。。他说他饱了。。。
然后倒婆婆家。。。陪陪婆婆。。。
因为他今天就要去马六甲玩玩。。。三天才回来了。。。我会好想她。。。
回到自己家。。。和妈咪和宝贝一起喝鸡汤。。。
赫赫。。。给我宝宝补一补。。。
老公不懂为什么。。。又好迟才回家。。。。
回来后。。。他说。。。他老板想要他继续作下去。。。
他也有心作下去的感觉。。。
我好失望。。。为什么。。。？我又在生气了。。。
我好气。。。好想哭。。。当时。。。还好有我的宝宝在。。。
不懂为什么。。。每次当我不开心时。。。
宝宝总是会动动一下。。。让我知道它的存在。。。
像似在安慰我似的。。。还好有你。。。宝宝。。。。
老公。。。我生气你了。。。你知道吗。。。？
你不是说好要多陪陪我和宝宝的吗？
为什么。。。又食言了。。。？？？
为什么。。。要让我开心了。。。又让我白开心。。。？？？
你是真的为了我们想吗。。。？
好失望。。。好不开心。。。好生气。。。好。。。。。。。。
不会说的心情。。。。。。
最近。。。我的心情很忐忑。。。
是开心。。。时不开心。。。
我的宝宝。。。对不起。。。妈咪让你辛苦了。。。
让你跟着妈咪的心情走。。。真的对不起。。。
辛苦你了。。。我最爱的宝宝。。。

食言的你。。。让眼泪不停地往下流。。。

。。。。。。。。。

♥♥…………私はあなたを愛して…………♥♥

我的老公。。。我好爱你呀。。。
谢谢你做了这样的决定。。。
我知道你昨天被你老板酱说。。。因该心情不是很好。。。
我想告诉你呀。。。————————〉〉〉
~老公。。。不要心情不好。。。也假装没事。。。好吗。。。？
我可是你老婆。。。不要什么都藏在心里呀~

那天听到你说。。。你要换工作了。。。你说呀。。。
~工作时间短。。。放工后还可以到你妈咪店帮忙。。。还可以多陪陪你和宝宝~
听到就好开心。。。我才发现。。。老公是在乎我们的。。。赫赫。。。^^
真的好开心。。。老公为我们做了这样的决定。。。
也好开心老公以后又多点时间陪陪我和宝宝。。。

老公。。。那几天。。。我们吵架了。。。
我真的很生气。。。你为了工作。。。这样对我们。。。
而且。。。你的工作。。。我不能去接受。。。想做死我老公似的。。。
我很不喜欢。。。。也不喜欢那样的你。。。
那天。。。你放工后。。。你说你要回北海了。。。
我还以为老公你真的生气了。。。不回来了。。。
我还想说。。。我真的错了吗。。。？
我哭了。。。我真的以为你会回去了。。。
你突然又出现了。。。当时。。。我真的好想跑上前抱着你大哭。。。
可是。。。你反而过来安慰我。。。
我已经哭得说不出话来。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
过后还带我出去吃。。。。我也带着我肿肿的眼睛。。。和老公吃个饱才回家。。。。

现在。。。我好开心。。。
早上我问老公。。。可不可以坐下来吃早餐了再去工作。。。
老公说~等我换工了。。。每天坐着慢慢吃也可以~赫赫^^
老公好像慢慢改变了。。。变了我爱的。。。像以前一样的。。。老公 。。。
刚刚还买了午餐给我吃。。。还有水果呢。。。好爱哦^^
我好爱好爱你呀。。。老公。。。么么~♥♥

~~放上了这张照片。。。。现在的感觉就好像照片的里一样 ~~

~~很窝心。。。很幸福~~

~♥♥♥~

小丫今天没工作丫。。。所以。。。时间好像不是很能过。。。。就上来写写老公的好~♥

workING>>>

now only 7pm something...haiz~
working~working~working~
#TIRED#
yesturday night go out eating with my lao gong and his boss too...
we go tambun eat seafood...HEHE^^
long time didn't go out with my lao gong liao...
we always working--come back --working --come back...
stay at home and working place only...
so........#HAPPY#
for other reason too....
because i felt my lao gong have change a little big....
and i felt that he had care what i said before....
he say he want to change other work already....
after discuss...we choose to change work....
today morning...he say want to talk with his boss...
but...don't know how about now....
whatever...i love my husband~❤

#ANGRY#
just receive a bad news...
fuck***！！！！！
if you have anything...just come in front of me to say....
if i want to tell anyone your bad thing...
3 day 3 night also not enough...
if i want to tell someone your bad thing...
i will tell your wife your all thing...
#REGRET#   Why...?
why i want to help you to cheat you wife...?
use your brain la... 
every time you wife ask me any thing i just be quite....
don't want let me angry...
i will tell all thing to your wife...
you try to see la....????!!!!
FUCK！＠＃＄＠＠＄＆＊︿％＄％

bad luck of me

After married.............
About my work________
all is okay...but...last two day...so misfortune...
my working place loss five digi reload card....
that day my mother reach outside of my working place to fetch me go dinner together....
but...bad luck for too reload card was loss....
so we can't go back out of time...
must stay back to watch CCTV to see what happen the 5 card was loss....
haiz...because of this...my mother angry me...
my mother say why working always work until overtime...
everyday working until 10.30pm...back home about 11pm...
so tired~and my baby everyday sleep at midnight...haiz~
too long working time...and offday 2 time per months...less of salary...#TIRED#
bad work....T.T...but now i have no choice...no other office work can let me working...
because of pregnant...haiz...
i can't stop my work too...because my baby next year will come out...
i need money...$$$$...haiz!!
~BE A TIRED PREGNANT WOMAN~

About my family________
badly...sadly with my husband...
because he always working...his work is important than his family...
he always give the time...the best to his work....
he don't know we ...i means me and our baby... need him...
he can because his work...let the car injured my leg...
(he want to pass the product for his customer...then drive too fast...so...bad luck for my leg injured....)
he can because his work...call his wife and his baby cook the maggie mee for dinner...
normally...i no need he use many time on his family...
i just want he care his family...care his wife...care his baby...
but...he care his work more than care his family... #SADLY#
i miss my last time boy friend...don't think too much...i means same person....my husband too...
but... i just miss the last time of his...
after he change to this work...he change too...
last time...he doesn't like this...he try his best to less my tired...
after working...he come back home early...
help me and my family to do housework...after that...go to help my mother sell rice...
now...he come back lately...all the housework will not do...sometime...i call him to do some...then two will quarrel...
last time...he can give me the feel...that he is love me...and he was a safety boy friend...
now...he become a childish husband...say every thing like a 16..17 year old .....
last time...he promise me all the thing...he can done it...
example...he try to less smoking...
now...he just know say only...every thing he promise become a lie...
let him know smoking can effect the baby...but he still like that...
save the smoking money can give the baby more better live...
#DISAPPOINTED#
he change a lot....!!!where is my last time boy friend went...????
i miss and loss him...T.T/////@,@